I just can't breathe
9:25 PM
Saturday, August 16, 2008
The jukebox plays my song:
"Luv U" {eng}
Stevie Hoang




LACE WHITE TOP, bought in Sydeney
GREEN TRENCH, bought in Shanghai
BLACK LEGGINGS, Target
KNEE HIGH BLACK BOOTS, Basque

Lately, well, especially since the second semester of uni has begun, I've been feeling hopelessly down. A suffocating suppression upon my heart and my mind. Absolutely suffocating. I just can't breathe. How do I gasp for air???

And how do I place a smile onto my lips? How do I make my eyes twinkle? That fake laughter. That fake happy me. I feel as though I must put up a cheerful front so that those who surround me won't be affected by such a depressing mood.

I'm so tired.

Damn it.

Perhaps...Perhaps, it's just one of those moments where you feel as though the world is collapsing and you just gotta struggle and face it head on. I have to face it head on. But it's killing me.

It's stress.

Good gosh.

It's just stress. But stress can do so much.

If only I could just cry - just to break down. And then perhaps, everything will be better...cause a good cry always help.

But I can't.

I just can't.

Somebody save me.

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